I wish i could be more like you....I dont know how long it took you or what you did, but you have such a positive outlook.

I started my work on myself when I was in my mid 20's. (Started a very little bit in my teens). By mid 30's I had come quite far. Now I am in my mid 40's and I have come farther still. I always celebrated all my victories along the way. Each insight or problem solved was very exciting. I think that my positivity is part of my personality but I also think that it can be learned.

I would like a couple days of feeling average........or normal whatever that is.

I got better with a plan. My mind is very structured, almost like a computer (you should appreciate that!). Outlining the problems is the first step to solving them. I worked on one thing at a time. The most urgent first.