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Old Jun 05, 2009, 11:13 AM
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Candika I am glad your T reacted in a supportive way to whever it is you presented him with. I would suggest that you record as much as you can about how positive you currently feel about his response. When I had a similar inverting of the universe it initially felt wonderful. However, as the days passed afterwards other thoughts started to creep in and skew these positive feelings. I started realizing how my rules and previous perception of the universe really affected the quality of my life over the years. This lead to unexpected feelings of missed opportunities, sadness, anger, and other not so loving thoughts about myself and the choices I made.

Luckily, I did have journal entries of my initial feelings and the positive way I experienced my T's reaction. This helped me to remind myself that.... ultimately it is not about the past, its about the present moment and how having this new insight can enhance what I experience now.

Take time to savor these feelings. You worked hard and should experience the joy that come from this work.
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Thanks for this!
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