i do think that women are more attractive than men although some men turn my head. with women i am more attracted to there niceness i dont feel that with men. i feel this mostly with mother figures a weird sexual/ nuturance but with men not at all. whats this about?

i am married to a man but sex is difficult for me, not all that attracted to me, no nuturance there and they just seem to take. i think with a woman i could experience her sexuality with men i want no parts in pleasing them or them pleasing me. i feel they are gross and there is no emotion with men.

muffi