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Thank you Doggybonz (feels weird calling you that, but I couldn't see anything else)!! Very kind words you posted for me.
I don't think I have a problem in opening up to anyone once a relationship has been started, it's just allowing it to start. I think I'm just being honest, I don't believe I'm in denial, but other people seem to think I play down my problems and tell me so. But, no matter how many times this is said I still push it away, because I genuinely think I should be able to cope alone.
I does come to the point quite often though, that I have some panic about something I freak out, cry, SI (not just cutting- ODing, and anything that comes to mind). Sometimes when i'm like this or after when I reflect on it I think to myself how I need something to change, I need to do something. But that soon fades and I go back to thinking I'm fine.
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