Well, I survived. It's a lot of stuff to take in! I'm working at a golf and lakeshore resort, mostly in the model home they have there doing sales, but I'm also doing a bit of maintenance and cleaning and, well, a bit of everything, which means I'm getting trained in everything, which means I'm sure my head is going to explode eventually...

I don't know how I feel. Today was scary and overwhelming, but the people were all very nice and the days are fairly short, which is a bonus compared to my last job. I'm not sure, I'm trying to be optimistic (I'm sure it'll get easier with time) but since my depression's kicked back in this week (I've been dealing with a LOT of family stress since I got home, which has triggered a kind of funk, if not a full-on episode) I also know that I can't really trust my own perceptions of anything right now.

Thanks for the support, all. I really appreciate it.