I have a lot of the same fears - I overanalyse too - for my last appt T said oh you can come on tuesday but onlyi f you want to WT?
So I asked him next session if by that he meant
I dont want to see you anymore and so it would be good if you just said no you dont want ot come to give me an easy out
he said
did I say that? it was prob a poor choice of words on my part - I meant if you were off work and could come - of course I want you to come - I want you to get better and I will not abandon you
did i get off track....
my mind is wandering.....(concussions still)
take care P7
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