i hear you Miri, you sound sad too. i'm sorry. You can write whatever you want it's ok.

The parts...i don't know. i just don't know. They're in our heads, we created them right? If they really have free will then it seems that we're not one person like people say. It's all very confusing.

i had a dream last night/this morning about some sort of monster and space and time...i don't remember much of it but maybe that's what today has been about. i dunno. Most of the time i don't feel...neither in my dreams or irl. What's weird (and unrelatedly random) is that my voice and mind say neither as n-e-e-t-h-e-r and i've always said it n-i-t-h-e-r. i'm about to erase that but fighting the urge.

BLAH!