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dear hunny and hive,
we do know who the real sanctuary is. We keep stumbling over the desire to be able to see, touch/feel our source of love and security. We know that god has never, ever let us down. But there is something we must learn and i can't put that in words. It is something about letting the human sources of love and provision go and not looking to a person to "complete" us or fulfill us. So many of our pixies were raised in ritual abuse and they struggle to accept god as he really is, not as the ones who abused us misrepresented god to be.
thank you for the reminder. He who called us is faithful. He will never abandon or forsake us. If god even notices when a tiny sparrow falls then he knows what we are going through and he will not let us down the way people do. My husband and i share the same basic form of faith and i used to simplistically believe that meant we would always have a metting ground in our faith. My spouse believes god is all about the actions, the works that one does. I believe it is all a gift from god and any good i do comes as the overflow of his presence in my life. I do good because god loves me, not to get god to love me!!!!
i appreciate your kindness and you all who let me ramble so i can hear myself think. Sometimes i can't journal but i can write online here.
big hugs and appreciation,
leslie and her pixies
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  HEALING HAPPENS
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