So I've been seeing my T for about a year now, and she has been AMAZING! I could not find a better T even if I tried.

My issue is I feel like I'm growing really, really attached to her, and I have this irrational fear that she will give up on me, and then I'll be nowhere.

In between sessions is really hard, cause so much happens at once, and it's hard to cover all of that in 50 minutes. Every time something bad happens, I automatically think "Man, I really wish I could talk to T right now..."

She's been great thus far, and she has helped me more than anyone else, but I'm afraid that if I keep bringing more and more intense issues to her, she'll give up on me, and I'll have nowhere else to go.

I had this fear when I told her about me cutting, and she promised that she'd be with me every step of the way, but I'm still so scared that something is going to happen, and I'm going to lose her.