Hello Sista, What's fighting that you're tired of it? Are you frustrated with your fighting? You can't beat yourself up, You're not the only one, I am, too.
I have tried so hard not to fight for no reason. It is just the emotions and confused insde you. That you need to sit down and long thinking and it will help you to write your journal what you haven't notice anything missing about yourself. Just give it time to figure out what you want to beat the depression out of your mind. I would do the same thing. Right now I'm feeling lil better that I can share with you what I'm feeling someting missing inside me that I haven't notice. Because I let myself failure to get the depression inside me. Hope that you will listen to your heart and I need to listen to my heart that need to kick the depression out of me. Hope it helps for you and me. Let's keep in touch! Smile