SOOOOO much i want to say but dare not because i'll be honest...i had a reaction to something earlier this evening and i don't feel right AND i've had a few glasses of wine.

What i will say is THANK YOU. You get it. It's nice and sad at the same time.

What i'll also say is let's go to the abuse forum and talk about this **** when we want to. We'll put trigger warnings and sentences at the beginning to warn people so we're not responsible for hurting others. We deserve to be able to talk. THEY made it hard on purpose. THEY created the madness. We must TELL. They said we'd die or they'd kill others if we told...F them!

ok, um...i scared so i stop but i just wanna say i really appreciate that i are understood. i mean, wow.

WOW