meso, i'm glad you understood what i was trying to say. it is nice and sad too.

it is ok for us to go slow until you feel safe. i am willing to try to go to abuse and talk and like you say. we will warn them and then we can talk.

just one warning. sometimes i am freer and then sometimes i lock up and freeze. i don't want to hurt you or anyone and sometimes i get free and promise a lot and then i get bound up and can't fulfill my words. so we can agree to try and to be ok if we make mistakes. it's very hard to be us and communicate all the time, sometimes the words fly out and other times there's an invisible gag that chokes the words down inside. we don't ever do that on purpose.

so feel free to write when you feel ready and able and we can pm if you want.

sending a hug and acceptance,

leslie and pixies