Bipolar II & PTSD.
Feel so alone.
Been on this computer thingy for 3 hours trying to find an online chat room. Didn't think it would be this hard. I guess different time zone must be playing a part. After midnight now. My hubby and littlies have been all tucked up and snug and warm for hours now. Yet, here I am, glued to this screen, freezing cold (its winter here), praying for something to connect with. First thing I've come across that makes sense, didn't want to know my mother's maiden name to be part of it, and felt like I connected. Thank you. I'm the only one I know (mainly because, I'm assuming, no-one else talks about it either) that has mental illness other than family (lucky us!). But I feel like I can't talk to any of my family or friends. I don't want to scare them. I scare myself.
I'm tired. So very very tired.
Good luck...
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