SAWE, good topic.

I usually go in big baggy sweats that swallow my small frame--I have quite a few pairs so I wear a different pair every week. Usually coupled with a sweat shirt or jacket. I have noticed that I was wearing them too much and T was probably starting to think "doesnt this girl wear anything else other than these huge sweats?" so I changed it up a bit...but the one thing that doesnt change is my need to wear make up. I always always wear make up and always have my hair neatly done and earrings etc.. I feel like it hides something i guess...at one point she said "when i look at you I would think anything is wrong" and I told her, that's the point. Even the pdoc who recently prescribed my anti-ds told me "you don't look depressed, you look clean and neat, you have your make up on etc"... i said yeah b/c I am very good at hiding the fact that I am miserable.