I really like to mess with people's minds, I don't know why... But the first time I saw T and Pdoc, I totally gothed out. I wore some huge bondage pants, chains, dog collars, etc. I wanted to make them think "Oh lord, what have I gotten myself into?" xD But since I've gotten closer to T, and I've realized that it doesn't bother her, I've quit dressing a certain way just for the sake of mindplay.