Thank you, P7.

Today has been an especially tough day having to think about facing The Adoptive Parents again. God I'm so scared! But if it means I get my little angel back, I guess I can toughen up and do it. For my little girl. My saviour XD.

That is such a beautiful picture! I was smiling like a goof when i saw that!

I'm feeling realyl anxious and sick at the moment. Connor got me to eat a baked potato today and as we were eating it, asked how I felt about eating. God, why did he ask that question??? I hated it, really hated it, but I felt I had to, to keep him happy... I said that I know it upsets him when I don't eat... I lied. I told him that I was fine, that I was okay to eat if he was there eating with me. Bulls--t!!! Why did I lie??? Because I was scared and I didn't want him to know just how much I'm struggling

I'm so tired and fed up and headachey and I just want to curl into a ball and disappear into nothingness..