MeSO, I agree with you in all this. I'vew read tons of stuff about SRA and it hasn't fazed me one bit. mine involved the freemasons. There were som aspects that were the same, but mostly not. However, I've not been allowed to recall very much. those who spoke got silenced on the inside.
Maybe if anyone who wishes a RA sub forum should put in a request, then they'll know you are not alone and I know you are not! Shall we lobby?