I dreamt I was in a bedroom with two doors. I was very angry and pounding on one door screaming "leave me alone!!" My perp, the grandmother, was trying to get in and I could hear my mom in the background. I went from one door to the other, banging and screaming. Finally, the gm, managed to get the door opened a crack large enough to push a pillow through. I could see her hand in my dream and it was her hand. By then I was screaming "Mother!!" but I never caller my mom that. It feels as if I was calling someone else. In reality, just about that time, my cat jumped on my bed and I smacked him full force with my arm which caused him to dig his claws into my stomach. OUCH!! I was awake! It was almost impossible to stop screaming and growling once I was awake.

Then right before waking up this morning, I had another flashback/dream. I had been behaving rather poorly to my husband yelling catty remarks to him. As it used to be his habit, he got in his Mustang (that he hasn't had in 20 yrs) and roared off. A friend of the family (unknown) came into the house expressing concern for my husband. Soon there were several people in my house and they were talking about what had happened. I didn't want to listen because I was felt terribly afraid and abandoned. (Yes, one of my issues.) I asked them to pray for my husband and one of the women said "We have! Where were you??" I told her I had gone outside at that time. The people continued to talk about finding and bring my husband back but there didn't seem to be much hope. There was more but I don't remember the end. I just know that I woke up with my husband getting back in bed after making our morning coffee.

Why is this coming back after so many years???