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Originally Posted by ThePainNeverDies
I always feel like something good happening means that there's bound to be something bad happen shortly after, to snatch away that good thing before I can have it. I never had anything good happen to me without something bad kicking me up the arse to remind me that I am a bad person and need to be punished for it, for thinking that I deserve good things.
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TPND, until you get your life fixed up bad things are going to happen because this is what happens when things aren't right (and they aren't right because of what you learned from your bad experiences thanks to your adoptive parents). Bad things aren't happening because you need to be punished for thinking that you deserve good things.
It seems like your anxiety is really high since you moved and changed everything?