I'm too busy trying to make other people happy and all I get back is laughs and lies. I don't know why I even bother trying. I'm so down and depressed I feel like I'm dead, I don't care about anything anymore and I don't care about myself, I haven't even showered or brushed my teeth in two days, I don't want to do anything and I don't even feel like eating and mostly I'm tired of my shi**y life. No one around me cares so why should I.