I just wondered how much i should be doing. Or if i should push through it. All of these t's work in the same place its a community mental health place. It was hard to get in the group it does 2 group sessions a year 8 clients get selected based on how they have been attending therapy if they skipped apts they have to be hard workers ect. Once ur in this group u get to have your apt with ur t automaticaly always scheduled no more calling and trying to get the day u want. U also get to call a t any time and they return calls every 30 min. So i know that they want to help i just dont want to be odd. I have ptsd a lot of the others r bpd and dont want to be odd. I am afraid i am afraid. Afraid.