Heather,

I have historically been the peacekeeper as well, maybe that explains some of my other posts today.

A fresh start is a great idea.

I have been struggling with depression for 3 years resulting from a failed second marriage. This marriage devastated me mentally, emotionally and financially. After the marriage I had severe depression and followed a path of self destruction and sought out sexual encounters to ease my pain. My behavior caused me to lose my best friend and possibly someone I could of spent the rest of my life wth.

I came to this site because I am firghtened and alone. It has been a great help to me. And, if I have anything to say about it, it will continue to be a great help. Because, ths recent nonsense on this board is counter productive and I want it to end.