I am so sorry you went through all that ((((((((( Figuring It Out )))))))))
I think sunrise's suggestion of making a complaint to the clinic manager would be a good idea, it would be good for you to get an apology from someone at least!
I hope you will consider finding an experienced/qualified therapist to talk about all these things and to work on the issues you feel you need to.
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