I know exactly what you're going through - I felt exactly the same and gave up by just going into complete isolation. Don't you do the same thing. Know that no matter how things seem, you will soon recover. Things can only get better.

Keep ploughing on. Life is f****** hard and I have noticed that people hardly ever understand you and appreeciate what you try and do achieve. Ignore it jay.

Remember last time you went down. Did you go into a kinda high after that ? Maybe you just need to wait for that high again - it's only temporary. Just wait there. You'll see x