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Berries · Jun 09, 2009, 12:41 PM

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Originally Posted by turquoisesea

Rohag - thankies for the visits *yay* the dragons are one thing I've kept up with for a while now

Got the pm jilly and thank you for it

daggy - what you said about the system is right. When I first started having trouble I went straight to the wrong people - the college therapy office which is made of people on the last stage of education to become therapists. The first one I had was horrible - the next was slightly better but all she wanted me to do was go get medicated. So finally after a while and getting worse, I did and then things EXPLODED. I consider that a big mistake, at least if I was looking for meds I should have gone to someone qualified. Also in the time off that I had the first few months were so difficult, because I was actually dealing with a lot of the underlying problems I had for the first time in my life - I had repressed so much. Having gotten through them I was feeling better, and I think I have made an improvement. I hope that's why I was feeling better and not just the weather or something.

everyone- anyways, the good news is that I did get out today. I woke up very early today (for the past week I've been sleeping till noon) and went for a 30 minute walk - that made me feel better. I also responded to a call from a previous employer and it sounds like he'll give me some shifts. I'm scared. Because I'm stuck here, and even with a job this is a scary place to be. But thank you everyone... for all your kind words advice - I really do need to make the best of it, or try to get out, or both. So I'm going to try to practice a little and then see if I can get some shifts, we'll see. But I did want to let you know things have been a little better today, at least

*hugs everyone

((((((((((((turquoisesea)))))))))))))

How are you doing today, turq????