so maybe theyre wrong. maybe im not depressed.
maybe this is just how "life" is. well for me anyway.
maybe this is how everyone else feels.
maybe i just dont feel it like they do.
maybe life is always going to be insignificant. grey. dark. crap.
maybe im never going to feel what other people say they do.
maybe life is... just always going to be the same day in, day out.

i "feel" nothing. i cant remember feeling anything. and i cant understand why life is worth living. when everything is insignificant. when its all dark and ...well pointless, really. its just all hard. a constant struggle. so why am i doing it?