DLH0702--

Thank you so much for your support. You are more than welcome to share this with your T. If anything I write can help someone else with how they are feeling or with explaining their feelings than feel free to show it to your t.

I don't know you well either but it would be nice to get to know you better. I hope that maybe I can as time goes on. Right now things are just really feeling overwhelming to me, and I feel as though I am going crazy at times within myself. Sometimes knowing there are others there and sometimes wondering where they have gone, sometimes knowing they are just waiting for me to make some sort of mistake or me lost in and between all that is going on somewhere.

Sometimes I wish someone could hear my head--just hear what is going on inside. Where it is never quiet--never left as one. On the outside I can look as though nothing is taking place--because I do not want the world to know this complicated world within me. So I hide behide myself outwardly or do I? Maybe I only think I do.

The smiley with the hearts around it is okay. I understand a hug so do not feel bad. Thank you for sharing with me, I feel better knowing someone else is out there that feels these feelings and if I can put the words to it then it is worth it.

dps