Babysteps09--

Thank you for your support. I am sorry that you are going through a rough time too. If you want to be heard--I will listen. And I am sure you are a good listener. I thank you that you would like to help me. I do not know really what to say. I feel very overwhelmed right now and words are not coming. I feel a fight within myself of being heard yet being quiet. Of telling yet a feeling of you cannot tell.

Voices so loud that my head hurts and there is no med that one can take to stop the pain. I feel eyes looking over eyes and a pressure that pushes against my forehead. This is where I am right now--somewhere amidst all this.

dps