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turquoisesea · Jun 09, 2009, 09:50 PM

Thanks for asking about today Berries

The morning was really tough for me because I had some bad dreams last night I couldn't shake. I thought I wasn't going to get up all day - and... I stayed in bed a LONG time, crying. But I did get up at long last.... crying to the bathroom, went downstairs and had some coffee. Just made myself face the day. Talked to my mom about trying to help the bf situation a little bit and she was positive. I had just enough time to go buy some red shirts - found them really cheap, needed them for my new JOB.

I went to training today and am trying to remember everything I can - I'm nervous about the job but it was better today than yesterday. Although I'm nervous about it I'm glad it's there - source of money and if I can just make myself do it ... that would mean alot to me. Played cello but for a short time.

So tough morning, better afternoon, lazy evening... looking better than last week

I also have therapy tomorrow and maybe she'll help me out a little bit? *hopes so*