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11:01 PM

That is to say, I hardly have any at all.
On Sky's recommendation, I'll make a list and expand it as I go

I don't think it warrants a trigger icon or anything, but if you think it does then mods: feel free to edit it to put the icon up. (because I'm sorta clueless on what triggers people)

This I trust myself with:

my actions (Well, this is more of a "I take responsibility for my actions") this one is easy because either I do something or I don't. Not caught up in the why's quite yet

Things I do not trust, but yeah, would be really helpful if I did:

My thoughts (Yes, I have zero trust in my own intuition, mostly because when I was younger I found this intuition to be wrong, and am surrounded by people who like making excuses) also pretty much wondering whether or not part of me are really real or not. You know, the ones that actually talk? I am going to have to put just a little blame on my old T who when I told her about them said everybody has them. (This was BEFORE the others, when it was just myself, inner T, inner devil, animus, etc.)
My feelings. Mostly because I get caught up on their cause, which is never something I can agree about.

Things that I don't trust, don't necessarily have to trust, but you know it wouldn't hurt either:

Therapists (FAKE SMILES.)
Religious people/religion itself (everything)

You know, I'd add more but I have to log off now. I have to go to bed now which is not good because I'm feeling really, really, really anxious and my dad isn't exactly little miss sunshine at the moment (he seriously just yelled at my brother for saying it's almost 2:00AM when it's really 11:46PM, etc.) so if I get caught staying up late I know he's going to yell at me (not something I'm capable of handling at the moment) so see ya.