T and I talked about attachment a bit yesterday, and I brought up how I had begun to notice a strong attachment to her. I almost expected her to become slightly uncomfortable, or say that's not good, but she actually told me that given the nature of therapy, attachment is very common, and very healthy.

My only worry is I have an intensely strong attachment with T...stronger than I have with anyone else, because she knows the most about me...even more than my friends know. And quite honestly, she is such an inspiration to me. She is the kind of woman I'd like to be when I "grow up." I'm so scared to let go of that connection.