((((shez)))) when I have those thoughts - I ask myself how the families of those other people would feel - all the people who love them who will never see them again and then I slow down and drive safely.

and what about all the people who would miss you - their pain?

mainly it would be my cats who missed me - till their next meal!

I hope you are talking to a T aobut this - my old T when I told her said it was because I was desperately unhappy - I ma trying to do things that make me happy - maybe you could do one kind thing for yourself today