Hey things are going alright with my boyfriend. I was reading some info on the net about what the partner goes thru when dealing with a partner who has BPD. I wrote him a letter and apologised to him because i finally realised that alot of our problems are my fault. Ive been austing my bum off trying to keep my cool around him. Its so hard. But im getting there slowly i think...

i like the idea of having a visual list, i think i may just have to try that! I still havent gotten to the library yet. Next time i go shopping at a bigger town i might even have to check out the book shop as i think i may be better off owning these books because i know ill read them over and over.

talk soon, Rachelle