every time i walk into a room it feels like everyone is staring, but the staring isn't the thing that bothers me, what really does it is i think everyone is thinking horrible thoughts about me. When i joke around with my friends or just chill with them, im always wondering what they are truely thinking about me. I fingure it must be bad. Also that the only reason there friends with me is because they feel pitty for me. This is really eating at me. I told one friend and she assured me that she loves me for me and is my friend cuz of that, but im still not really sure.............