I am so sorry. It's obvious you feel angry and frustrated because of the feelings you have to keep bottled up. Well. Why not let the cork off for a little ? Tell SOMEBODY, ANYBODY just how you're really feeling. Let it out before the cork shoots off and smashes something, because that's a load of broken glass hearts.

If yoy carry on keeping all these emotions, thoughts and feelings in the bottle...they will all come streaming out and nothing's any good.

Let it out hun. Cry. Punch some pillows. Just. Let it out. xxxx