I was disussing in another forum about what is feminie, what is that , because sometimes i feel like alien, I was suggested to look at myself in the mirror,they also told me since the one in the mirror is the feminie,she is beautiful flower and she is desiring for love and care, desiring to embrace life, she is alive------------Then I tried to do that, i suddenly realize that i have never really recognize the person in the mirror. It is a stranger in the mirror. and she makes me so scared that i have to run away.