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Originally Posted by ThePainNeverDies
SHE makes me exercise whether I like it or not anyway. I know I need fuel to do it, but SHE won't let me. SHE says she's only looking after me, making me perfect like The Adoptive Famiyl want me to be and will love me for...
I just feel like I'm trying to kid myself and Counsellor into thinking that I want it but really, I don't... Could this just be Ana playing tricks on my mind to make me think I don't want it?
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This is the first that you have spoken of SHE/Ana. Do you want to say more?
And your adoptive family is a hopeless case. They are sick and they aren't in therapy to get better. You cannot make them into better people who will treat you better by doing anything. You trying to be perfect for them is like banging your head on the wall.