Thanks to all that read this or posted to it,

I wrote a lot and not really sure what to say. I am not looking for support all the time, just every once and a while. I feel like I am expected to support and not recieve.
I understand that sometimes people aren't able to support because they are not stable themselves. I really do understand this.
I am just feeling like I am grabbing to find something to hold onto and there is nothing there anymore.

Maybe I was wrong to post, I just finally snapped and said if I can't get support one way I would try another.

I don't know where to go or anything. I just feel lost and feel like I have nothing to hold on to anymore. I am scared, alone, and lost.

Thanks for reading.