(((((((((((((dps))))))))))))))) You write so eloquently. I wish I was able to express myself that way. You wrote just how I feel so very often. I wish I had answers for you, but they are my same questions and issues too. Sorry i can't be a help more, but know you are not alone. I would like to use your words as inspiration for my own journaling this week if it is okay. Thanks for posting this!

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