i feel like i going crazy for sure, something different, i have been cancelling all my doctors appointments lately, and i usually keep all my appointments, just dont feel rite, i know i have others here but its even weird behavior for any of us, i guess it could be im just hiding from everything and everyone again and getting into my deep depression, which i know is not good, i dont know why im saying all this, i guess i just need someone to sit with me or hugs maybe or just to know im not alone sorry for rambling on i will hush now