So I cut after many years of not cutting and now I want to do it all the time. I think about it every day almost all day long. I can't let it go and I don't know how to cope. I know I have to talk with my T but so much is going on right now, which is probably why I feel this need, but I have so much to talk about in such a short session and I can't get to everything, and some of the issues going on are a direct contributing factor. Ugh, my life is a mess. I have to take my kids to swim lessons starting next week, so have been working on healing the cuts I already made, but yet obsessing about where to make the next cuts so no one will see. It is crazy. I am losing my resolve and fear is taking over...