Notme,
She is probably right, she probably did have a flat tire. I just went into and immediate not so good mode because there have been so many changes with my appointments.
Still waiting for a reply, sent it around 6. I don't even know what I would say walking into her office after this.

LLT,
My T didn't know how I felt about it. I don't know how she will take it because recently she was telling me that it's good to take breaks sometimes. I did just take a vacation in December. Then just last week I took a 4 day trip to the beach, couldn't stay longer because I am in an intense nursing program where we have classes summer, winter, spring and fall.
I don't know why she was pushing breaks. She knows I have a summer class. I think it should be my right to choose if and when I want a break. For her to say hey, you know, you can take breaks, would be fine with me. But when I told her many people go to T and don't take breaks, her response was, I'm not changing my mind on it, I think breaks are good.

I don't know why things are so difficult lately. I feel like she wants to get rid of me, whether that's my own projection or not I don't know. But she has snapped back with responses in sessions lately and it's not her typical behavior. I just want this to be ok. I don't want to keep feeling this way. Maybe I remind of her someone she doesn't like, I don't know.

Echos,
Yes, T are human. I know emergencies can happen, I don't deny that. It's more that there has been so much of this that its hard to trust.
I am angry with my T. She has been different with me lately as well and when I talked with her about two comments she made that hurt me, she didn't really put me at ease after. There is such a wall for some reason thats getting bigger, and I don't want to go through all of this again with someone esle.
I think I'd give up on therapy after this...