BiscuitTin,

I hope this reply finds you feeling a bit better. I didn't initally reply, because my initial response was, believe it or not, anger! Then, I sat and pondered why, etc.. I came to the realization that we ALL have done or said something not so nice when we are angry. We can't take it back, not matter how much we wish to.

You sound fairly confident in yourself, which is a great thing. I know the beginning of this new journey may seem very scary. You will find resources to help you, just look. And most importantly, to me anyway, is to learn from this experience. You can definitely turn it around.

I do wish the very best for you, good luck!