((((((hangingon))))))

wow, you are doing such a great job expressing yourself to your t. i imagine it is so difficult but you are doing it girl. you really are growing ho--okay, maybe i shouldn't shorten your name to ho! i'm sorry you aren't getting the responses you want from t. i do hope she can cut way back on the cancellations as it does seem rather odd to me. maybe time is an issue of hers? i hope things work out with you and this t. at some point you might want to talk to her about how you feel like things are changing in your relationship with her and how this wall is building. it sounds like you did touch on it in your email so maybe this will open things up further to discuss. it might even be good to tell her you are even having thoughts of terminating with her. hang in there and take care sweet one.