I feel like a super-lame dad most of the time because I am so often tired, introverted, grumpy. I don't think I am scared to be alone with them. Sometimes I "dread" looking after them, I guess, because it's hard for me to get the energy to do it and even then I give a pretty half-baked performance.

Are you scared that something bad might happen, or scared at how hard it is when you are feeling bad?