Deliquesce,
How long has it been for you? I fired him too after that one session. I still have some stuff of his too that it has been hard for me to part with, some CD's that he burned for me, a prevent child abuse bracelet, and a short note. Maybe I need to let some of that stuff go... I don't know. I just want to get to the place where I feel comfortable with breathing the same air that he does in this world. I am feeling so sad tonight. I just want to be okay in this world, knowing he is in it too.