anirtak,

sorry things are so scary and sad for bigme. it is hard right now and rough that she wants to hurt the body you all share. is there someone you could call who would listen? is there something fun you could do to make things feel better.

things will get better, i know it is hard to believe that, but they will get better again.

you all are loved and important even when you can't feel it. people here care, i care too. sending hugs for anyone who wants them

leslie and pixies