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hi lynn,
you are an important part of diana and she needs you. i am always excited now when my parts with the anger come out in talking with my T. we had to keep all our anger hidden as a kid to survive and later when i became a Christian i misunderstood and didn't realize that God accepts my anger and gave it to me so i would not be a doormat and so i would get upset at wrong things.
after so many years of holding in anger it gets very hard to keep on that way. you NEED to be expressing your anger, but it has to come out in some way that doesn't create problems for the others in your inside family. your anger probably scares some of the others and it can embarrass them if you get asked to leave when your anger gets big.
someday maybe you can begin to communicate with the others and find a way to release the pressure in yourself without harming them or getting anyone in trouble.
we all need our anger, but anger without control can be destructive and we've all had enough destruction in our lives due to the abuse of the past.
my leah would love to get together with you and blow off steam, i'm just not sure what would happen....(lol) i hope you find your way through these hard times.
leslie and her pixies
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