I ma angry with me Rachie and the way I always seem to rebound when somthing goo happens - I am sooooo tired of it
part of me doesnt want to have good things happen so the bad trhings dont come back - if they are here all the time it is easier to take than if they go away and come back again - weak and pathetic
sorry -
thankyou for your support it means a lot
I just felt so alone and out of control
now im just sad an disappointed in myself.
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet