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Jun 11, 2009, 08:34 AM
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Member Since: Jun 2009
Location: Suffolk
Posts: 99
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Be stong ~ this sadness will pass and you know you will get through it. Take from those who love you the strength to let this feeling fade and become another step in succeeding in the fight.
Right now works for me is to picture and feel the sadness of the people closest to me if i did. The people closest to me now accept that i feel this need at times but for me to hurt myself is one thing ~ to hurt them too is unfair, it is what i needed. I hadnt told people before, except my doc, but my love and the love of my fiance and soul brother is so strong now, that for once, i believe it.
I dont feel i could say i would never do it again, i have lapsed before but i can say i feel like i dont have to because i can actually tell someone who wont go loopy demanding that i dont, but will stay with me until i feel stronger. And now i have found PC and although i havent posted everywhere i should yet i have been lurking and reading ~ gathering my thoughts, i feel it is an exellent place for understanding and support.
Take another deep breath and most of all take care of you 
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**Shadowsilence** All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream....change is eternal, perpetual and immortal.
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